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Your Source for the Latest Information About ALS Vol. 14, No. 4 April 2009
 

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ALS Research Roundup
 

Several Advances Made in ALS Genetics

by Margaret Wahl

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Not long ago, doctors were quick to answer the question “is ALS genetic?” with “only about 10 percent of the time.”

That’s still true, if you’re talking about a predictably inherited, disease-causing gene that leads to more than one case in a family. Those cases, known as “familial” ALS, are still thought to make up only about 10 percent of the ALS population (although there are many more genes within that 10 percent than previously thought).

But the last few years have seen an explosion in knowledge about the influence of genetics on the likelihood of developing ALS and on its rate of progression and severity. As with many diseases previously considered “not genetic,” ALS often occurs when genetic susceptibilities coincide with nongenetic factors. In this disease, unfortunately, those largely remain undefined, although toxic exposures (such as in the first Gulf War), viruses and head injuries are among the suspects.

Although some of the identified genes implicated in ALS only cause the disease in a tiny fraction of patients or only make a small contribution to disease susceptibility, understanding what these genes normally do and what goes wrong when they don’t do it should ultimately help investigators unravel the larger ALS tapestry.

Mutations in FUS gene cause familial ALS

Two independent research teams, one based in the United States and Canada and the other in the United Kingdom and Australia, have identified mutations in a gene called FUS on chromosome 16 as a cause of familial (inherited) ALS. Both groups announced their findings in the Feb. 27, 2009, issue of the journal Science.

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Some genetic mutations are known to cause ALS by themselves, while others appear to increase susceptibility to the disease.

Mutations in the newly implicated FUS gene are thought to account for some 3 percent to 5 percent of familial ALS cases, or 0.3 percent to 0.5 percent of all ALS cases.

However, the identification of a new gene is likely to shed light on additional mechanisms underlying ALS, lead to the creation of new rodent models for the disease and may ultimately lead to identification of new therapeutic avenues.

The U.S. and Canadian team was coordinated by Thomas Kwiatkowski at Massachusetts General Hospital in Boston and Robert Brown, formerly at Mass General and now at the University of Massachusetts School of Medicine in Worcester. Brown was the director of the MDA/ALS Center at Mass General prior to his recent move to the University of Massachusetts, and has received MDA funding for ALS research.

The team also included Guy Rouleau at the University of Montreal, the recipient of several MDA grants for research in ALS genetics.

The U.K. and Australian team was coordinated by Christopher Shaw at King’s College London and the Institute of Psychiatry in London. First author Caroline Vance is also at both those institutions.

The North American group identified 13 mutations in the gene for the FUS protein in 17 familial ALS families. The U.K. and Australian group found three ALS-causing mutations in the FUS gene in nine families. Two of the mutations they identified were also found in the North American patients.

The FUS (“fused in sarcoma”) protein is thought to be involved in DNA repair, the regulation of transcription from DNA to the related compound RNA, which becomes the genetic recipe for the synthesis of each protein; further RNA processing; and movement of RNA from the cell nucleus to the main part of the cell (the cytoplasm). Its name is derived from a previous identification of its role in a type of cancer called sarcoma.

Normally, FUS protein molecules stay in the nucleus and don’t clump together. However, FUS protein molecules made from mutated FUS genes are more likely to be located in the cytoplasm, where they tend to clump together. This type of clumping (aggregation) has been correlated with degeneration of nerve cells in ALS and other conditions. In fact, the clumps are similar in appearance to those found in another rare form of familial ALS that’s caused by mutations in the TDP43 gene.

Angiogenin gene mutation appears to cause ALS in large Dutch family

Researchers in the Netherlands and Canada have identified a mutation in the gene for the angiogenin protein as the cause of ALS in a large, multigenerational Dutch family. The protein is thought to play a role in helping outgrowths from nerve cells follow the correct pathways.

Leonard van den Berg at University Medical Center in Utrecht, Netherlands, and colleagues, who published their findings in the Jan. 20, 2009, issue of Neurology, analyzed DNA samples from 44 of 62 family members, five of whom had ALS symptoms. All five carried a specific mutation in the angiogenin gene. One showed symptoms of ALS, frontotemporal dementia (cognitive dysfunction) and Parkinsonism (a movement disorder), which the investigators say suggests the angiogenin gene may be involved in all three conditions.

An additional 10 family members carried the gene but appeared unaffected. One carrier was 75 years old and without ALS symptoms, but all the rest were younger than 50, leading researchers to conclude that the carriers might not have reached the age when symptoms would appear. Another probable carrier died at age 50 of cardiovascular disease.

The mutation was not found in 39 unrelated people with familial ALS, nor in 275 unrelated, healthy people.

The same mutation has been seen in three cases of ALS in which there was no family history (sporadic ALS), and other mutations in the angiogenin gene have been seen in both familial and sporadic cases. However, this is the first clear correlation of a specific mutation associated with the disease in several members of the same family.

FIG4 gene variants implicated as ALS risk factors

Variations in the gene for the FIG4 protein probably can be added to the list of identified risk factors for the development of ALS, say researchers at several academic centers in Michigan and Massachusetts.

Miriam Meisler, in the Department of Human Genetics at the University of Michigan in Ann Arbor, with colleagues at that institution and others, analyzed DNA samples from 473 people with ALS or a related disorder called primary lateral sclerosis (PLS). The study included 364 patients with sporadic (nonfamilial) ALS or PLS and 109 with familial ALS or PLS.

Each identified variant in the FIG4 gene suspected of being disease-related was checked in at least 395 unaffected (“control”) DNA subjects to see whether it was also present in them. Most variants were tested in 558 unaffected people.

In nine of the 473 people with ALS or PLS, investigators found FIG4 DNA variants that were not present in the control group. Six of the nine variants impaired the function of the FIG4 gene.

FIG4 is thought to synthesize a molecular “tag” that directs membrane-enclosed, substance-carrying sacs called vesicles to their proper targets inside cells. It also may play a role in moving substances through the long fibers (axons) of nerve cells. Disruption of this type of transport could be deadly to these cells.

Chaperone Protein diagram
Arimoclomol stimulates production of chaperone proteins, which attempt to maintain quality control by repairing damaged protein molecules; or, if they can’t, tag them for a cellular disposal system.

New arimoclomol study opens for people with SOD1 ALS

Arimoclomol, a small molecule developed by the Los Angeles biopharmaceutical company CytRx, increases levels of proteins known as “chaperones,” which may improve a cell’s ability to survive certain types of stress, such as misfolded protein molecules.

In a trial of approximately 80 people with ALS conducted in 2005 and 2006, arimoclomol was found to be safe and well tolerated at three dosage levels tested (25, 50 or 100 milligrams three times a day for 12 weeks).

A trial of arimoclomol at 400 milligrams three times a day in people with familial and nonfamilial (sporadic) ALS was planned for early 2008. However, the U.S. Food and Drug Administration (FDA) placed the trial on hold on Jan. 22, 2008, because of concerning data from toxicity studies in animals. That trial remains on hold as of March 2009.

Now, a new study will test the drug at 100 milligrams three times daily, will incorporate extensive safety measures, and will include only patients with SOD1-related familial ALS.

The principal investigators are Michael Benatar, co-director of the MDA clinic at Emory University in Atlanta, and Merit Cudkowicz, who directs the MDA/ALS Center at Massachusetts General Hospital in Boston.

The investigators say they believe it’s possible that arimoclomol will be more effective in people with SOD1 ALS than with other types of ALS, since it was effective in a mouse model of SOD1 ALS.

They’re seeking 80 people with familial ALS who either know they have an SOD1 mutation or are willing to undergo genetic testing to find out; are willing to travel to Atlanta or Boston twice, as well as undergo several in-home or telephone assessments; and meet other study criteria.

At Emory, contact Michael Benatar at michael.benatar@emory.edu or Cathy Raiser at craiser@emory.edu. At Mass General, contact Merit Cudkowicz at mcudowicz@partners.org or Darlene Pulley at dpulley@partners.

Investigators seek to understand how SOD1 ALS develops

Michael Benatar, who co-directs the MDA clinic at Emory University in Atlanta, is the principal investigator on an MDA-supported study that seeks to identify people with familial (inherited) ALS due to a mutation in the SOD1 gene, before they develop symptoms. (SOD1 ALS accounts for about 20 percent of familial cases of the disease, or about 2 percent of all cases.)

The goals are to better understand the early manifestations of the disease and the factors that cause some people to develop it earlier than others; and perhaps ultimately to undertake a clinical trial in which people at high risk for familial ALS are treated in advance of symptoms.

The researchers are seeking at least 30 people from families in which at least two people have had ALS, or who have a parent, sibling or child with ALS; who have no ALS symptoms themselves; and who are willing to travel to Emory University in Atlanta on an annual basis. Genetics testing will be part of the study, but participants can choose whether or not they want to learn the results.

Contact Sue Gronka at sgronka@emory.edu or (888) 413-9315.

Modafinil may help combat fatigue in ALS

Study results reported in the March 2009 issue of Muscle & Nerve indicate that modafinil (brand name Provigil) “may be a promising intervention for fatigue in ALS patients.” Fatigue and daytime sleepiness often accompany ALS.

Hiroshi Mitsumoto, director of the Eleanor and Lou Gehrig MDA/ALS Research Center at Columbia University Medical Center in New York, where the study was based, received MDA support to conduct it.

Modafinil has U.S. Food and Drug Administration (FDA) approval for the treatment of adults with excessive sleepiness related to the neurologic disorder narcolepsy, obstructive sleep apnea syndrome and shift-work sleep disorder.

The trial found 19 of 25 (76 percent) of study participants randomly assigned to receive modafinil for four weeks were judged to be “responders” to the medication. Only one of seven (14 percent) assigned to a placebo (inert, look-alike substance) was judged to be a responder.

Participants were assessed using the Clinical Global Impressions Improvement Scale, a standardized assessment tool that uses scores from 1 (very much improved) to 7 (very much worse), as compared to baseline. This global assessment is based on all available data, including the judgment of the clinician and self-reports of the patients.

Although “encouraging,” Mitsumoto cautions that the study was small and a larger study is needed to confirm results.

An earlier, 15-person study, conducted by Greg Carter and Michael Weiss, co-directors of the MDA/ALS Center at the University of Washington-Seattle, had shown modafinil was well tolerated by ALS patients and that it improved measures of daytime sleepiness. (See “Modafinil May Help With Staying Awake,” February-March 2005.)

For more on fatigue and modafinil in ALS, see “Fighting Off Fatigue.”

FDA to allow testing of Iplex in ALS

In a change to an earlier decision, the U.S. Food and Drug Administration (FDA) announced March 10 that it would approve human clinical testing of the experimental drug Iplex in ALS. The drug is developed by Insmed of Richmond, Va.

man in clinic
Several clinical trials are under way to test therapies that may slow the disease process or improve quality of life.

Earlier this year, the FDA had said it would allow the use of Iplex only on a “compassionate use” basis, for specific ALS patients whose doctors had made requests to the FDA. (Such requests will continue to be honored if they were received by the agency by March 6. Later applicants will only be able to receive Iplex through a clinical trial.)

Iplex is a combination of insulin-like growth factor 1 (IGF1) and IGF1 binding protein 3a. IGFI protein has some neuroprotective properties, but has not shown efficacy in three trials in people with ALS.

The drug, approved for use in children with certain types of growth failure, is being tested in myotonic muscular dystrophy, with MDA support. Although there is no evidence to indicate it is effective in ALS, data from Italy (recently made available to the FDA) suggest it is probably reasonably safe in this disease.

For details about the planned trial, contact Insmed at (804) 565-3083 or iplex_als@insmed.com.

Ceftriaxone trial finds drug is safe, reaches spinal fluid

The first two stages of the clinical trial of ceftriaxone in ALS are now complete. This drug was selected for study in ALS because of evidence that it may increase clearance of the potentially toxic substance glutamate from the area around nerve cells.

The aim of stage 1 was to determine the pharmacokinetics (how cells and tissues interact with the drug) of ceftriaxone at 2 grams and 4 grams per day. The goal of stage 2 was to determine the safety and tolerability of ceftriaxone over 20 weeks.

Sufficient concentrations of ceftriaxone in the targeted tissue, the fluid around the spinal cord (cerebrospinal fluid) were achieved, and both dosages were safe and tolerable.

The efficacy portion of the study, now getting under way, will measure the effects of ceftriaxone on survival, scores on the ALS Functional Rating Scale, strength and breathing function.

One lithium study closes, and a new one opens

As of late January 2009, a multicenter, MDA-supported trial of lithium in ALS completed its enrollment and closed to further recruitment.

For safety reasons, the investigators chose 450 milligrams per day as the highest dosage level in this trial. The safety of this drug in patients with ALS is still unclear, they say, and they’re gathering data on side effects. In the meantime, they advise that lithium interacts with many other drugs and shouldn’t be taken by ALS patients outside a study.

Safety and efficacy of lithium in ALS will be assessed after trial participants have been on the drug for one year.

A separate multicenter study of lithium and riluzole in ALS, supported by the National Institutes of Health, is now open at 37 centers in the United States and Canada. Neurologist and MDA research grantee Merit Cudkowicz, who directs the MDA/ALS Center at Massachusetts General Hospital in Boston, is a principal investigator, as is Swati Aggarwal, at the same institution. Contact Liz Simpson at (617) 726-3430 or esimpson1@partners.org.

ALS patients taking lithium have documented their experiences on Patients Like Me at www.patientslikeme.com/als_lithium.

Scientists create ALS model from stem cells

Investigators at the David Geffen School of Medicine of the University of California-Los Angeles and the University of Rochester (N.Y.) Medical Center have created models of ALS disease progression in nerve cells derived from human embryonic stem cells. They gave these cells mutated SOD1 genes, a known cause of familial ALS.

Martina Wiedau-Pazos at UCLA and colleagues, who published their findings in the March-April issue of Disease Models & Mechanisms, developed functional motor neurons (the muscle-controlling nerve cells that die in ALS) and gave each cell a normal SOD1 gene or an SOD1 gene with a mutation known to cause human disease.

They tested SOD1 genes with the A4V mutation, known to cause a rapid and severe form of human ALS; the I113T mutation, known to cause milder and more slowly progressive ALS in humans; and the G93A mutation, which causes ALS of intermediate severity and progression rate.

Investigators found that all three mutations caused the cells to develop shorter nerve fibers than the fibers seen with the normal SOD1-bearing motor neurons, and the cells with the mutated SOD1 genes didn’t survive as long as the ones with the normal SOD1 genes.

Interestingly, the effect on cell survival and fiber shortening was most severe in the motor neurons with the A4V SOD2 mutation, least severe in the cells with the I113T mutation, and in between in those with the G93A mutation. These results correspond with reports of disease severity associated with these mutations in patients.

Wiedau-Pazos has had MDA funding for closely related work, and MDA is pursuing the use of stem cells as investigative and therapeutic tools in ALS through California Stem Cell in Irvine, Calif., and the ALS Therapy Development Institute in Cambridge, Mass.

Watch for ‘Anyone’s Life Story’ During May
 
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Business leaders, moms and dads, teachers, coaches, athletes, grandparents — anyone can get ALS.

Putting a human face on this little-known but devastating disease is the goal of MDA’s online series “ALS: Anyone’s Life Story,” which will run throughout May at www.als-mda.org. Each day, a different person with ALS will be featured, along with a brief profile, raising awareness of ALS by illustrating that it truly can be “Anyone’s Life Story.”

Thirty-one individuals from around the country have been selected for the series, which coincides with national ALS Awareness Month. Local media outlets often highlight individuals featured in this series, leading to additional newspaper and TV coverage about the disease and its affect on individuals and families.

This is the third year MDA has posted the series; past years can be viewed by going to the MDA ALS Division Web site (www.als-mda.org) and clicking on Resources at the top, then Anyone’s Life Story.

Speech Device Available for Free Trial
It reads muscle impulses to produce speech
 
by Alyssa Quintero

After rigorous testing and feedback from people with ALS, the Ambient Corp. has released the beta version of its Audeo speech system (pictured), which reads brain signals sent to the vocal cords and uses them to help produce speech.

man holding fish

Designed for people with ALS, the Audeo Beta Package (www.theaudeo.com) relays electrical impulses from the brain to a small laptop that converts the signals to speech. The system doesn’t read minds or give voice to random thoughts, but picks up muscle impulses created by conscious efforts to speak. (“Beta” refers to the fact that the product is still in development.)

Potential buyers must submit an application before a device can be shipped. Then, users can test it for two weeks before purchasing or returning it (no rental fee or deposit is required). Even if people return the device, Ambient relies on their feedback to improve the Audeo system and software.

The Audeo package ($5,000) includes the sensor and neckband, portable laptop with preloaded software and video tutorial. Users receive free hardware and software upgrades as they become available.

“It’s the most natural way that you would talk to somebody,” says Kimberly Beals, communications director for the Ambient Corp., which is based in Urbana, Ill. “You’re using the same movements to talk that you did before ALS. You just have to figure out the best place for the sensor and how to get the best signal.”

To receive an in-depth Audeo guide and application, contact Beals at (217) 408-4085 or by e-mail at kim@theaudeo.com.

Fighting Off Fatigue
Energy-conservation strategies, medical interventions may help
 
by Amy Labbe

Fatigue — a feeling of tiredness, exhaustion or lack of energy — is a common condition in people with ALS. Those who experience it may move and speak more slowly than their remaining muscle function would seem to allow, and may curtail their activities. For some, it is the major reason contributing to the decision to leave work.

man sleeping in chair

Fatigue is a symptom of a disorder, not a disease in itself. Someone who is fatigued also may complain of problems with focus and concentration and lack of desire to participate in decision-making about daily activities or appearance. Other associated problems include avoidance of social activities and, of course, excessive daytime sleepiness. When fatigue causes people to do less, see people less often and be less engaged in everyday activities, low mood may result.

If this particular unwelcome visitor has put down stakes in your life, know there are ways to send it packing.

Fatigue as the result of ...?

Fatigue commonly results from ALS or its complications, such as respiratory insufficiency or poor nutrition. However, it can also be a consequence of any number of disorders unrelated to the disease, including depression, heart disease, low levels of thyroid hormones or testosterone, and anemia disorders which are often treatable.

Some medications (including riluzole or Rilutek), or medication combinations, also may cause fatigue.

Factors that can exacerbate the condition include insomnia, stress and anxiety; feelings of loss, hopelessness and grief; weight loss; lack of mobility; and physical or emotional pain.

Bottom line: first talk with your doctor about your fatigue. “You want to rule out other possible causes of fatigue before you treat it,” says Judith Rabkin, professor of clinical psychiatry at Columbia University in New York and a member of the multidisciplinary team at the Eleanor and Lou Gehrig MDA/ALS Research Center also at Columbia University Medical School. “Otherwise, you’re treating, and possibly covering up, the manifestation of another problem.”

If someone still experiences fatigue after any obvious causes are addressed, then, Rabkin says, other measures can be employed.

Try simple solutions first

The first line of defense against fatigue includes adopting energy-conservation strategies.

Avoid rushing. Plan work, pace yourself and schedule rest periods; alternate heavy and light tasks throughout the day; set priorities and eliminate unnecessary tasks.

Avoid unnecessary motion. Sit instead of standing for any task that may last longer than five minutes; avoid holding or lifting heavy objects by sliding them or using a wheeled cart; avoid reaching and bending by rearranging your work area; take shortcuts; apply for a disabled parking permit early in the disease.

Arrange your work center. Place supplies and equipment within easy reach; avoid unnecessary clutter; use labor-saving equipment, such as a food processor for chopping and cutting.

Use proper working conditions. Take advantage of assistive technology whenever possible; adjust work areas to a comfortable height; ensure adequate ventilation and good lighting; work in a relaxed manner; wear comfortable clothing.

Get help with cleaning and housework. Use cleaning products that don’t require scrubbing; employ an assistant or housekeeper; find help through public service organizations, religious institutions or your local area agency on aging.

Slow down bathing. Gather all necessary items and place them within easy reach at waist level; sit to undress, bathe, dry and dress; don’t make the water too hot.

It’s vitally important to maintain proper nutrition, in order to prevent weight loss and weakness from inadequate protein and calorie intake. A feeding tube (also called a PEG tube) enables you to meet nutritional requirements and reduce the energy expended in the process of eating. (Note: feeding tubes can be put in place while a person still can eat by mouth, to supplement nutrition and save time and energy.)

Another effective tip: Learn to ask for, and accept, help from others.

(For more suggestions like these, request a copy of the MDA ALS Caregiver’s Guide from your local MDA office, or view it online at www.als-mda.org/publications/alscare/.)

If push comes to shove

Should these tactics not be enough to bid fatigue adieu, consider talking with your physician about medication.

The drug modafinil, marketed under the brand name Provigil, is approved by the U.S. Food and Drug Administration (FDA) for the treatment of narcolepsy, shift-work-related sleep disorder and excessive daytime sleepiness associated with obstructive sleep apnea.

In a recent study of the drug in people with ALS, investigators found modafinil reduced fatigue and daytime sleepiness and “may be a promising intervention” for this issue. (See “Modafinil may help combat fatigue in ALS.”) An earlier study showed modafinil was well tolerated by ALS patients and improved measures of daytime sleepiness.

Although not FDA-approved for ALS-related fatigue, a number of physicians do prescribe modafinil off-label for their patients with ALS.

Physical medicine and rehabilitation specialist Greg Carter, co-director of the MDA/ALS Center at the University of Washington in Seattle, says he offers it to all of his ALS patients and that he’s seen it make a difference in their lives.

“The results are subtle,” Carter says, and often “the dose may have to be adjusted for several days until they get the desired effect.”

Carter notes that the drug doesn’t work for everyone, but has a positive response of around 80 percent.

Provigil particulars

Aside from the fact that it’s a “wake-promoting” agent, little is known about how modafinil staves off fatigue, but it has so far proven safe, and side effects tend to be mild and similar to those you might get from drinking too many caffeinated beverages.

“You may feel hyper, you have a headache or nausea, and you might feel irritable or nervous,” says Columbia University’s Rabkin, who also was an investigator in the most recent study on modafinil in ALS. “It’s a short-acting drug — if you don’t take it, or lower the dose, any side effects will be gone by the next day.”

Rabkin notes also, “It doesn’t cause dependence, doesn’t cause euphoria, and there is no ‘crash’ if people stop using it. In fact, many people take it on busy days only.”

Apart from those with treatable causes of daytime fatigue like insomnia or low thyroid, Rabkin says that typically the major “rule-outs” — people who shouldn’t take modafinil — are those with heart disease or untreated high blood pressure.

Pick and choose

The strategy, or combination of strategies, employed to banish fatigue is up to you. The only option that shouldn’t be considered is putting up with it.

“It’s not the sort of thing that’s urgent, but it affects life,” Rabkin says, noting that her patients with ALS often come in worried about leg braces, speaking and swallowing, but don’t mention their fatigue.

However, says Rabkin, “fatigue is a quality of life issue. It shouldn’t be ignored.”

Lou Gehrig, My Dad and Me
 

by Richard Littell

I’ll never forget July 4, 1939. I was 8 years old, living with my parents in a New England town. Sitting next to the Philco console radio on the floor of my parents’ kitchen, I was listening to the broadcast of Lou Gehrig Appreciation Day from Yankee Stadium. The Yankees were honoring the 36-year-old Hall of Fame player, who had contracted a rare and fatal disease that forced him to retire after playing in 2,130 games.

baseball game
Pictured in the foreground at a ballgame in the summer of 1940 are the author, at age 9, and his father at 33.

When Gehrig was coaxed to address the 62,000 fans at the Stadium and the millions listening to their radios, he sought to minimize his illness. Recalling his happy years and friendships in baseball, Gehrig insisted that “I consider myself the luckiest man on the face of the earth.” As I listened to Gehrig speak, I cried — unaware that years later I would learn much more about that disease.

But that day in 1939, I’d had to conceal my tears when I heard my father coming into the room. Dad was a good man but, like many men in those days, he had rigid views about the traits of manliness. Dad believed that a man should never complain or show weakness, and he believed it was his duty to teach those precepts to me. So he’d instructed me again and again, whenever I’d hurt myself, that a man of any age should never cry. I adored my father and tried never to cry, though I cried again in 1941 when Gehrig died.

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Author and dad on the beach in 1949.

By 1942, soon after the United States entered World War II, my sadness over Lou Gehrig’s fate was replaced by dismay over a disruption in my own life: My father had to leave our family. As a reserve officer in the Army, he was called to active duty and immediately shipped overseas. By the time he returned to civilian life in 1946, both he and I had changed. Relieved of his disciplinary oversight, I had become a rebellious adolescent. Accustomed to obedience from his Army subordinates and respect from his peers, Dad was unprepared for his only child’s disrespect and insubordination. He and I clashed regularly. During our arguments at the dinner table, we shouted at each other and threatened worse until my mother’s sobs shamed us to stop.

We seemed unable to recognize how much alike we were and how much we truly loved each other.

Our worst clash happened during the last semester of my senior year in high school, when I was expelled for repeated truancy. The school principal promised to reinstate me if my father would bring me to the principal’s office.

But Dad was furious with me and refused to go to the school. Instead, he told me to forget school, get a full-time job and begin paying rent and board at our house. I was just as stiff-necked and belligerent as he was, and rejected his demands. Instead, I left home, got a job at a factory in a nearby city, and moved into a rooming house.

Naturally, the rest of the family tried to make us be reasonable. But my father and I remained stubborn until it was too late for me to go back to school or to graduate from high school.

After that, Dad and I observed an undeclared truce, especially after I managed to get accepted by a respectable college despite my lack of a high school diploma. For the next seven years, until 1956, I was away at college and then at law school and, during the summers, I worked at jobs distant from my family’s home. Next, I spent several years as a fledgling lawyer in Los Angeles and finally settled in Washington, D.C., where I married, began raising my own children, and began to overcome my past antagonism toward my father.

One night in 1965, when I was 34 years old and my father was 58, my mother telephoned to tell me that Dad had been diagnosed as having ALS. Now I cried for my father, as I had 26 years before for Gehrig. And so I began traveling regularly to my parents’ home, trying with some success to re-establish the affection that had flourished between Dad and me during my childhood. I felt terrible guilt as I watched my father, once so strong and handsome and proud, lose his physical skills — the ability to write, to speak, to walk unaided, to feed himself, even to sleep at night without an assisted-breathing apparatus at his side.

The end began in 1967, when my mother called to tell me that my father had a gun and said he was going to commit suicide. His reason, he’d told my mother, was that he’d become too great a burden for her. When my mother handed the telephone to me, I told Dad that I accepted his right to commit suicide, if that’s what he wanted to do. But, I said, I could be at his home in two hours and then he and I could talk about it.

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Author, in the background, is pictured with his mother, father, and son in 1970. His dad, in advanced stage of ALS, died a few months later.

When I arrived at my parents’ home, Dad and I embraced and he never mentioned his suicide threat. He hadn’t wanted to die. He just needed to know that my mother and I still loved him and wanted him to live a while longer.

Later that night, my father awoke in extreme respiratory distress. He gave my mother permission to telephone for an ambulance and at the hospital was placed on a respirator. He went into a coma and we all knew this was the end. For the next two days, until he died, my mother and I and our family sat in the hospital lobby, waiting. I think that I was the only one who actually went into Dad’s hospital room.

Although I don’t remember what I said to him on those visits, I do know that I was often in tears. I’d like to think that, if my father could have heard me, he wouldn’t have wanted to tell me that a grown man shouldn’t cry.

Richard Littell, 78, of Alexandria, Va., is an attorney, writer and former senior official in federal government agencies. His Web site is www.richardlittell.com. Littell wrote the above article for his daughter, Susan, 40, who has always been “fascinated” by stories about her grandfather and learning more about ALS.

MLB Teams Up Baseball, Gehrig and ALS Awareness

On Independence Day, Major League Baseball (MLB) will “make a huge difference in the fight against Lou Gehrig’s disease,” says Augie Nieto, co-chair with his wife Lynne of MDA’s ALS Division.

4ALS

In partnership with MDA’s Augie’s Quest and three other national ALS organizations, MLB is launching “4♦ALS Awareness,” an effort to raise awareness of the disease that’s come to be associated with baseball great Lou Gehrig. July 4, 2009, marks the 70th anniversary of Gehrig’s famous farewell speech at Yankee Stadium.

4♦ALS events will be held in MLB stadiums around the country, and an MLB online auction is planned. In addition to MDA’s Augie’s Quest, the other organizations are the ALS Association, the ALS Therapy Development Institute and Project A.L.S. More information about scheduled events will run in the MDA ALS Newsmagazine closer to July 4.

 
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